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Bad Days Are Going to Happen

When you have bipolar disorder, you have to take the bad days with the good (which is true for life in general, but especially true when it comes to bipolar). You can’t take it to the extreme, however. What am I talking about? Well, first, of all, you can’t assume that every time you feel […]

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Went to See Dad

My brothers went to see my dad in Florida a month ago, and (strongly) suggested that I go to see him, too, implying that this might be the last time I get to see him before he dies. Needless to say, I went. So how was he? Well, he wasn’t on his deathbed, I’ll at […]

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Husband in Bipolar Episode?

Things have been going really well for me lately, which is probably when I should’ve expected the other shoe to fall! Well, it seems like it has. My husband Bill has bipolar disorder as well as me, and his last episode was in 2007, so we’ve really enjoyed a lot of years of stability. Needless […]

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Who Cares?

I was talking to my dad the other day (I talk to him every day, now that my mom is gone) and we were talking about laundry. He said he takes the laundry out of the dryer right away, but he doesn’t fold it or put it away. I said, “Doesn’t that make all your […]

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Memorial Day Musings

Well, it’s Memorial Day. I have no one in the military to remember on this day, just a general remembrance of the many brave men who served this country. But I have been doing some thinking today, of the freedom for which I am very grateful. Ya know, when I was undiagnosed with my bipolar […]

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Facing Mortality

April 15th was the anniversary of my sister’s death. She killed herself 13 years ago. Gosh, I can’t believe it’s actually been that long. In a way, it feels like it was just yesterday. I still feel the pain so acutely. And I miss her so very much, every single day. She was behind me […]

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Do You Believe in Miracles?

Do you believe in miracles? I DO! About three years ago, I was diagnosed with chronic kidney disease (CKD), stage 4. There are only 5 stages, and at stage 5 you need dialysis. The thing is, for the past three years, I have not had ANY symptoms of kidney disease at all! I have been […]

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Faith as Small as a Mustard Seed

I am struggling with something right now. Well, I guess I am struggling with my faith. I know that the Bible says, “If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘move from here to there’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.” (Matt. 17:20). […]

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Gradual Acceptance

Well, it’s been over a month since my mom died, and I’m reaching a gradual acceptance of the loss. I guess it helps that for over a year she really hadn’t been my “mom,” but an elderly lady with dementia, who I called every day, but with whom I didn’t really have a conversation. Meaning […]

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Trying to Encourage Dad

Well, It’s been almost a month since Mom died, and in a way it’s gone really fast, and in a way it’s gone really slow. Some days I don’t even recognize that she’s gone – I pick up the phone to call her before I realize she’s not there. I’m sure many people who have […]

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