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The Clues Depression started during your teen years. One or both of your parents were substance abusers. Depression and irritability are part of your family tree. There is a family history of completed suicide. Sometimes you need a lot of sleep while other times you can get by on just a few hours. You've been divorced three times by age 40. You had serious postpartum depression. You don't like the taste of alcohol, but it is the only way you can calm down. Sometimes you feel better than well. Your credit cards are charged to the max (and it was stuff you really didn't need). You have too many speeding tickets. You feel like you have a motor running in your body. Your thoughts go so fast; you don't know what you're thinking. At night, your mind is like a movie, you wish you could just turn off. You start a lot of projects, but when your energy goes down, you can't finish any of them. Sometimes your temper flares up out of nowhere. You throw and break things. Antidepressants make you feel hyper or spacey or even more depressed. You eat and sleep more when you are depressed. Sometimes you get chatty and run up big (really big) phone bills. You change jobs frequently. Winter makes you seriously depressed. People used to come to you to get things done, but now you don't feel like you can do anything. You've been sent for drug and alcohol counseling, but you know your problems are deeper than that. You have mood swings. You work longer hours than you really need to. You have relatives with thyroid disease. You travel impulsively. You gamble excessively. When you get depressed, you get really nervous and agitated too. The doctors keep giving you pills but can't figure out why your depression isn't getting better.
Reprinted with permission from 'Why Your Depression Isn't Getting Better: The Epidemic of Undiagnosed Bipolar Disorders' by Michael R. Bartos, MD., ISBN 0-595-12209-4, Published September 2000, iUniverse.com
